dam its been DAAAAYz since i have wrote in this thing well i wrote in it before but so much has happened before then.....keep it short-last day of school was sad but was relieving! my bday party at my house was fun but my best friends suprised me with a hotel party that was OFF dA HooK i love u TATI and WEENIE!is was the best 18th birthday ever!i was hungover and went like that to our senior picnic which was coo the video was sad...ne wayz then gosh dam GRADUATION!!!! was the next day...aahh i had to stand infront of everyone at the SJSU event center and say about 100 names it was fun i got to say mostly everyone of my friends names!!well and so on i graduated YAY me!umm that week was fun and then mel got a room and all and we partied there, then sat may and stacey went at it as did her and ky..man what a show and to top it off jacklyn got the shit scared out of her by kevin..oh but before that we were at mando's woooo 151!!went to derricks...haha "GOOO LEFT LEFT"...and so she goes RIGHt! that was hilarious it was the first time me and jacklyn had drank together...wooo but then our buzz was killed but it was fun...ne wayz....then the following week went to gradnite woooohoooo what a blast!SOME of the BEST 3days ever in my life!shit happened some regrets but hey cant change what already happened-DEAL WITH IT!!what is done is done i guess no going back!come back from gradnite full of memories and great laughs---will NEVER EVER be FORGOTTEN!newayz go eat breakfast for fathers day and after that really havent done much but stay home and sleep!!but now i have began to workout cuz im fat as phuck and need to get in shape! my ass is goin to fuckin HAWAII EFF yyyyeeeeeeeeAAAAhhh!woohoo with my 2best friends what more can i ask for?!*ahem rhetorical question*oh ya and last weekend open crib woop woop!man those are some memories as well...*ahem----pat,car, tams, ky, harry potter, and daniel, oh and of course jarrod!!wooo i had fun while it lasted..those are more memories to look back on!and then this week i just started workin out czu i helllla need to get in shape and to look good in a swimsuit but i dont see that happenin...UGH!so ya and havent really gone out just been on the phone and stayin up late, just went to nels' house with veronica, pen, nels, and carlos when we almost died and roni almost literally killed us on the freeway and me and pen were ATTACKED by this cricket...what a day and then just went to go play some ball w/the girls! and yesterday went to the movies to see  just white chicks with karli and my sis--LMAO that shit was HiLaRiOuS!!!gotta see movie..and then today well lets see hmm i just havent slept woke up at 530am by body is was being weird i only slept two hours and umm went to the Dr., came home tried to sleep, went to pick up tams, came home worked out with the G's and jules, then watched t.v for a lil and then got ready to go eat at red robins thanks to scott if it wasnt for him...iono wut i would have done..thanks dude!so i went with ky and may. we were helllla choppin it up looks like tina is the cause for many problems (oh botha hehe says winnie the pooh) and we were hella laughin and now i want to kick someones ass too...lol. um "is that edsel?" "no its erwin" "oh i thought it was him...are they brothers?!?!.......oh wait J.K...lol..."its ok no one heard but me!!lol love ya kid!had fun at red rob and were laughin and dancin on the way home...WoOoO!alright well i think that might about rap it up for now...iono i think i left somethings out but hey if u werent there then it just isnt the same but thats basically i think what happened in june haha....ughm..weenie and kid the day we had our "van" nite was effin fun and crrrrraaaAAzy but it was cool!we had a blast us three are the best!love u guys!mUUAh!stay tuned to see what happens in july my trip to hawaii cant wait!5days and countin!

I am a rose, you are my thorns, clutching to me, protecting me. I am the sun, you are my rays, helping me to shine and to be all that I can. I am a lake, you are my water, filling me with ideas, dreams, and hopes for the future. I am a tree, you are my leaves, sharing who and what I am and becoming an important part of my life. I am a heart, you are my beat, beating rhythmically to my happiness, my fear, my sadness, my excitement. I am me and you are with me, to share all that I am, to share life, love, and happiness. Always.

.....to who this goes out to...only i know!!!this is for u....MUUUUUAAAH love u sooo much and thanks for everything!!!

that was my weenie ladys and gentleman....but AHEM weenie left out some minor details that made our day hellllla fun *well to us ne way cuz we laugh hella at everything we do* so we are at my house right waiting for my mom no actually its before my mom gets home its after when weenie gives me a boost to hop my fence so i go open the door and as im tryin to go in my sandal gets caught on the little tiny ass metal thing thats right by the door and i hella flew...but not to the ground i kept my balance so then me and weenie start helllllllla laughin dam punk she hella laughs at me i could have ben hurt! also we did somethin pretty dumb in the car on the way to our class....oh just like always i was hella singin and we were makin dumb impersonations....then so we finally get to class and freakin queefy is in our class so thats pretty sick and this tanga goes off to the corner and she POOFS!man did she lay one...it hellllla STANK! talk about stankonia!wooooweeee....well ne ways we finally leave and get to open gym...WOO HOO finally playin ball again! well gosh dam i c effin chris and he is lookin so fuckin GOOOOOD MMmmm yummie!dma hes so HOT!gosh i wish i was with him.....*sigh* well so before we start playin me and weenie and just shooting around and being helllllllla stupid-we swear like we can make these hella tight as moves on one another and we do these silly with it that are helllllllla funny!oh man we were helllllla crackin up i almost peed my shorts and weenie fell to the ground it was to die for...c all we need is each other to have a great time!so then we are playin ball and me and her are on opposite teams which sucks cuz we are always split up damit!well ne wayz....man i was feelin it was bustin 3's not alot but i was feelin it....coach was like "oh no *giggling* so she steps back" hell ya i did so i knew that the 3ptr would count and it did.lol lou was givin me some nice passes as were the other guys...THANKS GUYS!and then sadly my baby hellla rolled his ankle and got hurt i was super duper duper sad..... but hopefully my baby is alright now and i get to see him next week. well ya that was just somethings that we did might not be the greatest but we had hella laughs....LOVE U WEENZER!we are good!!!!